How break up make me breath.

First of all its take a long time for me to keep in touch with my blog these day i mean I already forgotten about how i always end up tell a story here long time ago but ya here i am struggling with my life. Hahaha its kinda weird to talk about how i feel and publish it so that everyone can read my thing. Smh. 😪but well shit happen sometimes. Oh btw i already in my first year of second semester in collage. I thought being a collage student was cool but it was far from what i imagine. Bluhhhhh. 😥But ya its kinda good sometimes going far from your home and getting along with new people. I not gonna argue with that how things change so much this past 2years after i get accepted into university. So many things happen btw,  ya going through a same thing called break up. It was a huge impact for me not quite huge but ya you know how it's feel but then it make sense when i decide to move on like i usually do been cheated on is not cool dude. I almost feel like i gonna break down and cry all day. But its surprising me when i didn't cry that hard. I didn't even begging him to stay. I guess i already tried and tired idk. Ok, bila fikir balik mungkin sebab sebelum ni aku nak move on sampai setahun tu macam buang masa so aku rasa macam tak berbaloi nak stay hanging macam tu je macam sebelum ni. Susah la bila aku fikir balik time aku nak move on dulu sanggup tunggu setiap hari dekat cybercafe incase aku dapat jumpa dia secara kebetulan. Stupid thing lagi aku pernah buat sanggup tunggu dengan hadiah wey jalan kaki nak pergi sana. Rasa macam nak gelak. First love agaknya memang meroyan macam tu. Agaknya lepas break up dengan first love aku jadi macam ni kot. 🌚 ok nvm cerita 6tahun lepas naj ingat balik buat apa. Hahahahah. lepas tu asyik kene curang je. Aku rasa aku ni mmg badluck dengn cinta agaknya. K la so how break up make me breath again? I guess i just seeking for fun before this. And i not that serious. And i love freedom so after break up i guess being alone make me feel alive but sekarang ni tak alone la hahahahah. Idk. 😂